Forget it.

When I'm thinking about something, anything that comes to mind I completely freeze. It goes into my head, then I start to obsess about it. Everywhere I go, I can see this idea in my head playing out. As an imaginator, I thought about movies a lot. And when I think about movies, I get these scenes in my head where I start to imagine certain characters interacting like real life people. It sucks to not be writing what their doing down, because I don't have any enthusiam anymore. Again, though It's just imagination. And I use to write whole pages of words that meant something when I was into it. Now I don't.

It's hard to not think about anything else either. Then again, what is there to think about.